Unsatisfied

These day not feeling very well than i expected...I'm weaker than previous,this month had cried many times in school with a little matters...what happened to me?
Feeling tired and sick,yet i not feeling to get rest on my bed and hanging around in computer although nothing to do and it's bored...

Not much appetite when my dinner or even not feeling want to eat but who cares? No one... sigh...

Today i saw him online but i feel curious about him,wondering him doing well? Stared at his msn and facebook for few minutes,saw his personal message writing "you don't know what am i thinking and my heart". I was shocked and i came here to write blog because I'm really sad...I still missing him...

Worry about my test,will I fail my test during PMR? I'm afraid... I'm not good as my friends... I wanted to be the best among them... I feel that I'm selfish...

Sometimes fulfilled my wish but i still unsatisfied...How come? My heart keep shouting for help and yet no ones come rescue me...Am I belongs to darkness? Yes... forever... my mind are full of dead scream...