My heart shaken

My heart shaken once again when i saw he is online in msn...I was full of afraid again...I don't know what to do...Tears are turning around my eyes...Stop thinking of him,girl...Dont think about him anymore,don't cry for him anymore...It's not worth...

Don't want to talk about him today...Today my big brother birthday so must be happy...Do you guys know how is my big brother's cake look like? XD Interested? LOL hahahaha! You guys saw it sure will =.=||| There you are...