Tiring of everything

I feel so tired that everything besides me...I don't want to care anything but I can't stop thinking of him...I everyday went to his facebook and blog to see whether he got update or not...And I knew that he creating a new blog so never mind...I don't want to care so much...Trying to forget him...duhhhh!

I feel so tired about my parents...Keep rushing me do homeworks and keep stalking me what am I doing...Feel so stressed...They keep checking my personal things keep gossip about me infront of my relatives and my uncle aunty and even their friends!

I wonder when will this nightmare stop? I don't know...I feel myself are belongs to darkness again...Once a darkness,forever a darkness...I don't want...Trying to find back myself,anyone...help me...take me out from the darkness...I was shouting on it but no ones replies... Who am I?...Who are you? I can't hear the answer and I can't see anything...I'm been blindfold by darkness...Where's the light?...Waiting someone to save me out from the darkness......