Boredom

Woke up at 5am and stay dreaming for 30 minutes...what can I do?
I feel that myself are not belonged to this world... Am I from other world?
I'm like invisible in front peoples...I'm online-ing but no one saw me...
I didn't block any ones but they said I do...WTH...I'm innocent but nobody understand me...why I have to be like this? Why I have to care them? The answer are still a mystery...

I don't hope for perfect guy cause there is no perfect guy existence in this world...
I just hope for a guy that can care me,love me and focus on me a lot...At the same time I can love him and care him...Is this a wrong thing that I hoping it? Yes...cause they are not worth to trust and love by me again...

That's all for today's morning =] to be continued on evening if I have any feeling that wanted to speak out and share with you guys <3